Entries from my Journal - December 2025: Surrendering to my North Node in Pisces

So it is December 20th and it’s a beautiful Saturday at exactly 12 o’clock on the timer. And I am making a homemade chicken Caesar salad. I’m going to make some for me, and I’m gonna put some on the altar for my ancestors and my spirit team.

And what I realized today as I was cooking, after coming back from my walk with Onyx, was that I am slowly, but not really slowly because I’ve been doing it for a while, but I am noticing in real time that I am coming into my full North Node in Pisces of surrendering and releasing control.

Because I was called to LA, and even though my rent for next month is paid in advance because I did that, my inner girl is now realizing: just let go. Like, it’s okay to not know what’s gonna happen next, because we are here solely based on trusting in the unknown, and the unknown has never let us down.

And right now, currently, what I’m feeling at this moment at 12:01 PM is knowing that everything’s going to work out. And the only reason that I feel a little worried is because I don’t know how, but I do know it is, because I have more proof that it has worked out than it hasn’t, because I learned to trust and know that I’m provided and protected, and that I’m gonna be okay.

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